Joy steps into life.

When the night falls.

2012-02-10T10:28:00.000+08:00

Powerhouse, Ladies Night! <3

My Shabi boy! <3

Lost my bloody wallet on Monday night! ): Why no kind soul return me, at least my bloody IC! ): *&!@$#$@$@%#%
Being that Monday-Wednesday were the last few days of school, i attended school! & for monday, i stayed throughout the day & didn't partial okay!
Wednesday, went to powerhouse with dear girls; Xanthe, Peggy & Jinling. Saw Jolin & Priscillia over there. Okay, i got pretty seh, drunk a little too much -.- Oh well, lucky i had my dear boy whom patiently waited for me outside PH alone for two good hours! Sorry & thank you dear boy. & even had to trouble you to look after me! ):
Holidays right now! But, I've no time to enjoy life! Have to mug! & also quickly get a permanent, good paid job! :D
Awesome, lucky i didn't receive my nebo & plus card before i lost my wallet!
Oh well, valentine's day in 4 days! UT3 in 6 days. Die alr.. Can just kill myself.
K, updated already, so shall mug whilst waiting for my dear boy to look for me after his done with his theory! <3

5 YEARS TIME, LET'S MAKE IT COME TRUE! <3

Champagne Shower

2012-02-05T17:21:00.003+08:00

Okay, recently really too busy to be blogging. But study break begins on thursday! After school on wednesday, i can go for ladies night & party.
Oh well, UT3 is approaching, in like 11 days time, i've not started studying yet. Awesome much?
Valentine's day is approaching.
School is really boring, so not motivated to study and attend lessons.
K, next saturday W24E's chalet at pasir ris, should i go? -.-
Yesterday went down to shuffle with xanthe, shirmaine & jeremy. & roamed around far east with shir.
Last saturday, went down shuffle to drink. & after one month plus of no clubbing, i broke it, went down to powerhouse to party! Awesome much! (:
Friday was field trip to Museum!
Fell down yesterday, knees are bruised ): Really pain.
Love my dear boy to the very max. Despite all the ups & downs.
Really thank you xanthe for standing up for me & always being there. Me lava you max! <3
Shall party with the girls throughout the holidays! & enjoy life with my dear boy <3

Pictures shall do the talking.

Last saturday,

Yesterday,

MUSEUM!

Burberry wallet, emporior armani couple watch...... (:

Bye, i've to study whilst waiting for my dear boy to come and find me (:

Cause you mean too much

2012-01-28T17:50:00.000+08:00

Edited in class yesterday (:

Our day in JB with the few followings.

Miss my 1 inch of hair! regretted ):

Farewell dinner

Airport, sending sf off.

Shabi!

Happy 1month anniv <3

Chu yi!

Wednesday

It was biz stats! I went to school. Then partial-ed together with jolin. Went to get my anniv gift for shabi. Then ate KFC, down to AMK to meet xanthe and shirmaine. Made card together with shir. Headed home & shabi came. We went to sembawang shopping centre, roamed around. Had our dinner at new york new york! Home.

Thursday

With the intention of going to school for one hour plus, i ended up staying till 3.30. -.- It was gambling & some cool people; michelle, lin sin, whom made me stay. Okay, went to meet shabi after that. Had dinner at his place. & headed home.

Friday

Went to school late together with xanthe & shir. Went for breakfast (big mac)! Gamble in class again. Then partial together with the both of them. Went to cwp with xanthe to get my card application done, went to have marble slab. Headed home to change & do RJ. we then headed to JB! (: KSL. Had tze char for dinner, roamed around & down to sembawang. Thank you xanthe for being there & holding me up <3 Had hours of talk with shabi.

Saturday

What's up later on? Prolly meeting xanthe! (: Shabi is at work.

After all that has happened, i wished for an end to all of it & either go back to like before or start afresh. I still love you. It's because that i fell too deep this time, that you mean so much to me, that's why i had those thoughts & changes. But no worries, i'll be like before, the optimistic me! I'll stop being pessimistic, i'll change (: I still love you. Sorry that i loved you.

All i need

2012-01-25T10:55:00.002+08:00

Monday

Went to 4th uncle's place in the afternoon as usual. This year is slightly different, as that i didn't go & play with the kids, whereas we just camped infront of the tv. I still prefer their previous house, why did they move to condo! ): But pretty good that we all gathered at the living room though it was pretty boring. Went home early this year. Was shocked when Ian asked me about shabi on the car. Super shy :/ Therefore, i decided to stop tweeting as much. After that, met up with jialiang, ashley, javier, jeremy & micheal. Then followed by chang wei. And lastly, headed to dexing's house for Mahjong. Played till morning & headed home.

Tuesday

Waited for shabi till tired of waiting. But still, continue waiting in the end. Okay, went to jiejie's house for lunch. Beer & prawns for lunch (Y) My dear boy finally came after a long wait. Then, headed down to sembawang. Met up with xanthe, weisheng, joey & weiting. Bainian at shabi's place. Then to sebastian's house to bainian & mahjong. Then, home.

Wednesday

After much hesitation, i'm currently in school.

Happy 1 month anniversary dear boy! ♥♥♥

251211♥

Hi dear shabi boy, time flies uh? So quickly we've been together for one month officially (: Still remember the first day i met you, know you, was through my interview at shuffle. Through facebook messages we started chatting. From that day we got to know each other, we met up every single day, without fail, except for like this monday ): We've walked to what we are together. Thank you dear boy for the couple ring (Y) I hope we can make through impossible, thank you for being there always & looking after me when i was ill & tolerating all my rubbish. I hope we can fulfill the things we said we wanted to do together, going overseas, etc. Let's brave through everything together & make a beautiful relationship between us. Me love you, Saranghaeyo. ♥

Walk away with dignity & pride.

2012-01-22T17:56:00.000+08:00

Friday,

Waited for shabi for like 5hours. Finally, he came, together with cheng bao. LOL. Went to chong pang to get his pants & have our dinner there. Ayam Penyet! (Y) After that, went to his place. Then, came to my place. Went to catch midnight movie at AMK, "We not naughty". Ever first midnight movie with him! (Y) The movie was awesome & touching! Really worth watching. Cried like dont know how many times throughout the movie! ): After that, went to eat macs & home.

Saturday,

Went to eat prawn noodles with shabi. Then, headed to his place & it was pouring heavily. After that, he headed off to work. I went home, sister helped me paint my nails, in the end, i ruined it ): So had to remove. Oh well, then headed down to dexing's house. Mahjong-ed with dexing, deng chuan & johner. Lost money, never even game a single game ): After that, rushed down to shuffle. Met up with xanthe & her girlfriends. Gave my dear boy a surprise, cause i lied that i couldn't make it there. (: Another bottle of martell again. After that, me & xanthe cab home. Shabi came to find me (:

Sunday,

CNY Eve - Reunion dinner.

Oh well, feeling pretty down. Lazy & don't wanna elaborate. But whatever it is, this year CNY is gonna be the worst CNY.

Thanks for reading, bye. Signing off as emogirl94.

2012-01-19T17:57:00.003+08:00

45 THINGS A GIRL WANTS BUT WON'T ASK ♥

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back & hug her tight so she can't geto her friends. it makes her feel loved.
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her .
24. Make her feel loved.
25-kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know .
26-don't lie to her.
27-DON'T cheat on her.
28-take her ANYWHERE she wants
29-txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good
day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.
31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her)
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her
chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If
shes upset, comfort her.
36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible
41. Call or text her at night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her.
45.sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.

Why does it feel like its different from before?

2012-01-19T14:43:00.002+08:00

Monday

Went to school late. Was tempted to partial with xanthe, shirmaine & peggy. And so, i left with them. Went to eat seoul garden with xanthe & peggy at yishun. Ate till super full, after that, went to meet shabi. Then, went home to shower, went to peggy's place. Taught them biz stats. Then, headed to find shabi. Had some disputes.

Tuesday

Went to consult a doctor. Had fever. Shabi came to find me after he ended school. Went to central with mum. Went for threading & eyebrow shaping. Then went to shop for necessities. & home. Tired of waiting.

Wednesday

Thank you dear boy for looking after me & even gave school a miss. But rather much disappointment in the late night. Oh well.

Thursday

Later gonna take mc. Haven't fully recovered yet.

I realised since very long ago, i started being very reliant on my boyfriend. That's why i've pretty much expectations. And that whenever i'm ill, i would expect my boyfriend to be by me.

Maybe it's time to stop being so reliant, but learn to be independent.

Do you know that i miss that night when we walked around sembawang park then, went to chillax bar to drink. And also the past text conversations, when we had so much to talk about & replies were so quick.

Feeling so emotional. Sigh. Ever first time not having any CNY feel. Sucks.

I want to have a sweet & long relationship.

Best thing on earth.

2012-01-15T00:05:00.000+08:00

My cute little friends from primary school (:

The bouncy balls which i played with 98 people (:

Damn nice right?! I coloured it years back (:

The amount of letters.

I left A&P lesson on the dot, i told him i had to accompany my mum to the doctor (: Shabi came to fetch me. He lost his wallet, pretty upset as that it was the wallet i bought like less than a month ago as christmas present for him & also our polariod. But oh well, no point getting upset. Tried cheering him up, but to no avail. Trained home together with him & xanthe. Pretty disappointed & mad. But oh well, controlled my temper, ensuring that i wouldn't throw a tantrum. Thanks dude for creating such a mess & making all 3 of us in a bad mood. -.- Feeling super down i walked home. Tried to ignore my phone. But still, i can't stand but to look & reply. Okay, but as promised, i didn't throw tantrum (: Did RJ, napped. Went to meet Xanthe. Headed down to bugis, bought some clothes & cake. Then, shabi came to fetch me. Home (: Ko-ed half way whilst watching tv -.- Hehe, shabi super cute (Y)

Damn shiok, after 14 hours of sleep (Y) As usual, shabi will nag say sleep is a waste of time, why sleep so long. blah blah blah~ Okay, went to have br-lunch-dinner, chicken rice. Went to slack & i went home whilst he went to work. Spring cleaned my study room -.- Found super many past memories & cute stuffs (: Wanted to stay home the whole day whilst waiting for shabi. But... i've no choice but to go out soon. To meet up with one loner & one emo kid. Tried to knit just now, learnt a little (Y)

2nd best thing which happened to me was having you.

1st was knowing you.

I said i wanted to make you the one which i doted most.

I said & i meant it & i would make it true.

Kthxbye.

Contradiction,

2012-01-13T15:26:00.000+08:00

Finally have the time to be updating my blog (:

Monday,

As it was FA UT, decided to give it a miss. So, sent my dear boy to macpherson & headed down to AMK to meet up with Madeline, Shirmaine, Xanthe & Peggy. Went to get our queue number from polyclinic. Went to eat macs.Roamed around AMK. Time for consultation. After getting our MC, headed down to bugis with them except Madeline. We walked around street like typically every single stall -.- Walk till legs were sore. After that, went home to rest. Waited for dear boy to come find me (:

Tuesday,

It was HTM! Went to school to be a good girl, finally on time for lesson. Xanthe, Shirmaine & I wore heels for the day -.- Had to visit RTC, so wore our heels down for break. Walked till 3 of us nearly die. First time getting the chance to explore RP's spa facilities. For the day, 3 of us stayed till the end of the day. Good girls (Y) Then headed home, my dear boy came to find me. Headed down to Charlie's to get my pay. & headed to dear boy's place, he prepared dinner (:

Wednesday,

Went to school late, was extremely tired. Over slept. But it was biz stats! So, it wasn't really much of a problem. Stayed in class throughout together with xanthe, to be good girl. Even got our practice question done, before leaving class. First to leave class together with xanthe, 230pm. Shiok, went to CWP > YCK, waited for peggy. Home. Shabi came to find me.

Thursday,

Marketing, i was late for class. I literally overslept -.-Walked to school with Xanthe, Shirmaine & Peggy. Peggy partial-ed, much tempting. Xanthe, Shirmaine & I were extremely tired, that we were pretty moodless in class, me & xanthe even took a nap. Watched "Dr Jia Jia" in class, made me laugh my ass-offs. School ended early with the relieve faci. 3 of us rushed to CWP for Mcvalue (: Jeremy joined us as well. Then, headed home. Shabi boy came to find me. Then, went to have dinner, went to xiao matt's house. Awkward max. Home (:

I'm utterly sorry for what has happened, the past is the past. I wont let my past affect you anymore.

Friday, the 13th.

Happy birthday Eugene Lim & Uncle (:

Currently in class for A&P. Was super tired, that i overslept -.- Was late for his lesson, after like 4 weeks, finally i'm attending A&P. Stepped in class, played with the thing which doctor uses to hear patient's heartbeat. Me & Michelle took turns to play the role of patient & doctor. Then, helped out with worksheet. Finally xanthe came. Slacked, went for our break. Watched videos in class. How to be a typically Ah lian video super funny. & that whole class struggling with PPT. I was like super free. #likeaboss

Gonna go shopping for my new year clothes with xanthe in the evening (:

Okay, gonna leave class on time to meet my dear boy. <3 Bye.

Forever & always,

2012-01-09T02:31:00.000+08:00

Dear boy, thank you for giving the surprise to me yesterday, for running all the way from sembawang to find me, with mcdonald's as breakfast. Totally surprised me, really thank you. Sorry that i threw tantrum, making you have to do that. Love you lots dear shabi boy, Mr lionel tan. <3 WHY YOU SO MESMERIZING & CUTE?! Make me love you so much! Heh. You're the best gift from god. I hope we'll last till forever. The story of me & you has no last page.

Today,

Woke up at like 5plus -.- Quickly prepared & headed down to bugis with shabi. Pretty disappointed when i heard that you'll be working tomorrow & thursday, which means i can only see you before i go to school & after you end work ): Ever first time eating Ajisen. & my first time eating is with you (Y) After that, roamed around junction, followed by street. Went to find xanthe. Then, shopped! (Y) Thank you dear boy for the couple tee. <3 After that, went to find xanthe & home :)

You mean too much to me,

2012-01-08T06:08:00.001+08:00

Friday,

Wanted to attend Anatomy late, but in the end when me & xanthe reached school. We had a change of plans. We went to RP's open house to roam around together with shabi. Went to get RP's shirt :) Wanted to go to SOH side, but saw Ms Yon, we immediately dropped the idea. Saw Hamid, which was then i realised i got selected for Open house helper -.- If i knew, i would definitely attend school to join in the helping out of opening house with LOA :) But oh well. Then, saw peggy. She decided to partial and join us. Headed to causeway point. Then, went down to SP. Bumped into Evelyn, Jiawei, Bryan, Raymond, Huiting etc. I forgot already. Went there to buy their tank top :) Their school damn complicating -.- After that, accompanied shabi home, then he left for work while i went home. Rest, met up with xanthe & shirmaine. Went to bugis roaming around, ever first time going bugis at such a late hour. Bought a dress, a pair of earrings, a ring & a bandage skirt. Had KFC. After that, we walked down to shuffle. Drank & ate nachos. Thanks shabi for the nachos. Waited for shabi to end work. Cab home together with shabi, xanthe & kenneth.

Saturday,

Woke up, had lunch together with his parents. Then he went to work whilst i went back home. Rest, went to meet up with xanthe. Down to far east, roamed around. Then, headed down to clarke quay to finish our remaining martell & had pizza for our dinner. Unknowingly, Shabi ordered wings for us, we knew only till it was served to us -.- We cleared the remaining at a fast pace. Then, went to take night rider bus. Home.

Disappointed more of angry. Super emo now. Infuriate me, i'll just fucking kill whoever. Okay, enough of waiting. Goodnight.

When i look into your eyes, it's like watching the night sky or the beautiful sunrise.

2012-01-05T20:51:00.004+08:00

Super adorable max! (Y)

Wednesday,

I went to school late. With my dearest shabi boy sending me to school. Then, he waited for us. Went for first break to grab some bites. Went back to class whilst he went for his theory lesson. Then, did worksheet (Y) Really doing, super good girl max! 3 of us (Xanthe, Shirmaine & me) even stayed to complete meeting 3's work before leaving class. Then, shabi boy came. Went to causeway point to have fish manhattan for lunch! (Y) Both of them left. Shabi boy & I went to catch "Turning Point". Pretty much of a disappointment, long-winded & stupid ending -.- After that, went to his place & home.

Today,

Wanted to go to school, after i showered, went to check out my attendance. Decided to give school a miss, too tired already. Straight KO-ed after that. Slept till 2plus in the afternoon, shiok max (Y) Went to eat lor 7's famous beef noodle with shabi boy. Sibei nice! (Y) Went to blk 13 for the ever first time to get some medicine. & accompanied him home. He decided to go to work at 7pm, so went to have another meal (Y) Rojak & Char kway Tiao. & he left for work already. I'm supposed to sleep. But ended up using laptop till now, so gonna wait for 9pm show! (Y)

Yay, chinese new year coming! > 1st month anniv > Followed by valentine's day! > 2nd month anniv > Then it'll be my birthday! Awesome much! :) Can't wait for 16 March! Officially 18! (Y) Genting/ batam/ thailand with shabi boy in march! (Y) & also USS! Then, after my birthday, gonna start trying to get bike's license! (Y)

This year's birthday, i actually hope to be able to celebrate with all the different groups of friends!

I wanna go to all the different places with you.

Experience everything in the world with you.

& be the one to bring joy into your life. <3

Cause you light up my life,

2012-01-03T10:59:00.001+08:00

Carmen + Xanthe = Carxan ^^

Sunday
Xanthe didn't disappoint me :D Went down to bugis street find her. Met up with Joey also. Walked down to Clarke Quay. To shuffle. 2 of us, 1 Pizza & opened a bottle of Martell, (Y) Super enjoy life, sitting on the sofa likeaboss. Joey was like merely looking -.- The pizza hen shiok ^^ Heh. He left shortly. Then we had our heart to heart talk with shuffle's emo songs & our bottle of martell. Which totally made us wanna cry & emo together. Waited for shabi boy to end work. Cabbed home.

Thank you dear shabi boy for constantly holding me up & standing by me despite what has happened.<3

Monday

Went to JB with my dear shabi boy. Ever first time going to JB in the evening (Y) Finally, we went to eat those BBQ stuffs. Stingray, kang kong, Omelette, Tom Yum Soup & Clams. Shiok only. Both of us cleared everything, eat till super shiok as we were like starving, it was our first meal for the day. After that, made our way to KSL. (Y) Ever first time, visiting KSL. Roamed around. End of the day, we bought snacks, changed my iphone back cover from black to metallic hot pink (Y), he bought his SNSD poster, hitman reborn & Shinee. After that, we cabbed back. Totally exhausted. Then homed. Watched "One miss call" -.- Scared die me. Slept at 4am in the morning.

Today

Dying in school currently, with only 3h of sleep. Restless, moodless, sleepy, hungry. Just kill me. Good start for my morning, with my dear shabi boy accompanying me to school & meeting up with Xanthe & Shirmaine & Peggy to walk to school together :) I miss the holidays! ): Why holidays end so quickly! ):

Shabi boy at home, he has work later. Hen miss him ): Think later after school go home sleep, then time can pass faster to 9pm when he knocks off!

You just mean so much to me & i'll never want to lose you, let go of you.

Never will i do so.

Saranghaeyo. <3

You just mean so much to me,

2012-01-01T20:58:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, met up with Nigel, Cyrus, Wei Cheng & Yi Da at j8 macs. Trained down to Clarke Quay. Train seemed like it was little india. Reached clarke quay, super packed. One day, i'm gonna try that high element thing! Saw joachim, junyu, kelvin mak & co. at yello jello. Down to shuffle, damn good, shabi boy booked a table for me. Martell with our card games, totally awesome. Glad i could see him when it was the end of 2011 & start of 2012, though so near yet so far. The meat lover pizza at shuffle is superb! (Y) Became merlion again! ): But was alright ah, wasn't like those dead drunk -.- Roy kor came to find me as well :) After finishing the bottle, went to find dominic. Then me & shabi boy went to find cheng bao & co. Then home.

Went to eat macs with shabi boy then he went off for work.

Might be going down to shuffle to drink later on. I want to drink till i get really really drunk, to stop all this emo thinkings ): What's more, last party night before school starts. Xanthe chow! don't disappoint wo, say don't want go ):

Feeling hen emo, hen down, hen sad. Cried whilst watching the MV. Feeling super guilty over what happened, i knew he could not get over it. ): I'm sorry, really really sorry. Thank you for staying. But i don't want you to stay whilst feeling miserable & upset. I want to see the happy you. 因为你对我很重要，所以我才会这么怕你会离开我的一天。Really really hope for you to make forever come true. Saranghaeyo. <3

You & Me, against the world.

2011-12-31T21:37:00.000+08:00

Wednesday

Shabi Boy & I had less than 4 hours of sleep! ): Accompanied his dad to tan tock seng. Flash backs when grandpa passed away ): Then, he went to work. Whilst i came home. Met up with dearest Yuling at TPY. Walked around night market, bought snacks. Slacked at sky garden. Had a great time catching with her. Then shabi boy came to find me. :)

Felt super guilty for what i've done. Really very upset. But i'm glad, despite what happened, you still stayed by me & didn't choose to leave me. I love you. & i'll not hurt you anymore.

Thursday

Again another day of less than 4hours of sleep. Together with shabi boy, we went to fetch his dad. 3 of us went to eat. Then, went to his house & literally played the piano for like 4hours. Learning to play "Kiss the Rain, A little love & What are words". I feel so stupid, i still can play any of the songs smoothly! D: Failure max. Okay, then we went to causeway point to have our dinner at Fish Manhattan Market. Roamed around. & we watched Ju-On White ghost & Sex is zero.

Friday

Finally a day of 11hours of sleep! Damn song! ^^ Okay, he had work. So, i went to meet Nigel, headed to town to have pizza hut for dinner. Ate till super full, though there was no main course. Cyrus came, we went to see if there were any tickets for our movie. Apparently, either sold out or front seats. So, we dropped the idea. And headed down to cine to find dominic & co. Played a little of pool. Went to dominic's house to drink. All the crazy people, skate boarding to buy stuffs. Damn joke, especially Cyrus. After that, shabi boy came to find me ^^

Today (Saturday)

New Year's Eve

Supposed to go watch movie (Laughing gor) with shabi boy. In the end overslept ): Sigh. Okay, then he cooked for me ^^ Pizza, Campbell's soup & Beef spaghetti. Watched a little of Ju-On black ghost, then he headed off for work. I camped home till now, which is 9.35pm! Heh, too tired & lazy to decide where to go. But, decided to go down to meet Nigel at j8 now :D

No matter how i much i wish for you to be by me at 11:59,

I know it's impossible. So, i'm alright with it.

But still, i hope to see you soon!

I'm sorry for not making your last day of 2011 beautiful.

I love you.

Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder,

2011-12-28T01:26:00.001+08:00

Firstly, Belated Merry Christmas everyone! (Y)

Christmas eve, I woke up pretty late. Camped home as shabi boy went to get some stuffs with his friends. At around 7plus then i left house to meet up with Xanthe, Joey & Louis. Joey drove us to yishun, supposedly to meet shabi boy. But... sigh. Oh well, went to tampines Ikea. Followed by ehub. Then we went to fetch shabi boy. & headed to bedok 85 for the famous ba chor mee! ^^ & of course, orh jian & chicken wings! Then, went to changi point to get alcohol. Joey drove me & shabi boy to sembawang. Whilst he sent xanthe home. Okay, me & shabi slacked whilst waiting for his friends. Then we cabbed down to marsiling. He ps-ed me for 2 fucking hours with cheng bao trying to entertain me -.- But, he was preparing that surprise for me, with his friends :D Hehe, that awesome candles above! <3 Okay, totally surprised. Officially, we got together (Y) Okay, finally, we started drinking & stuffs. Played some game & together with them. Drank quite a bit. Then ko-ed after all of them left ^^V Then, shabi boy went to sheng shiong to shop for groceries! ^^V to cook for me. Hehe, my favorite fried potato, donkey years since i last ate it! <3 Shabi boy even taught me to play the piano! I swear i'll learn to play "what are words"! Then, headed home ^^V

Monday, Slept for god damn 12hours! Awesome much! ^^V Shabi boy cooked again! ^^V watched Lives of omission. & headed home :D

Tuesday, slept for another 12hours again! <3 Super good, okay, finally me & shabi boy are going to eat suki buffet! <3 went to balestier shaw plaza. Hehe, xiao long long, omar & ah ming at there. A pity guo yan wasn't around. Okay, ate till sibei sibei full till stomach going burst. & i lost the couple key chain which was hung on my phone! ): Sigh, guilty much. & after that, headed home.

I wished for everyday to be like monday & tuesday to be able to have the maximum of his company! ): but that's totally impossible ):

So not looking forward to 2012 as he has to go to work. When everybody has their boyf/girlf to end 2011 & start 2012, i do not ):

25102011,0500 <3

Your significance,

2011-12-24T05:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, went to sun plaza with Mr Lionel Tan. Ate KFC, like finally (Y) Saw Ezra, super surprised. After getting the necessary stuffs, then he went home to change & then he went to work. Whilst i waited for Xanthe to reach braddell. Accompanied her to cut hair, super funny to be seeing how the hairdresser had to bend down to cut her long hair ^^V Then, we went to tpy central, roamed around. Went to pasar malam, saw carrot & alvin. Super disiao, keep ask me work. Hehe, carrot still treat me quite good ^^V Then, went to roam around & get snacks. & made a foursome bracelet. :) Went to sky garden to have heart to heart talk with her for like 2hours. Then, she went home. Changwei came to find me, then went to braddell. Jialiang & co. had BBQ. So, we slacked there, played monopoly deal. & went home pretty late. :) Mr Lionel Tan came to find me with macs breakfast <3

Christmas eve ^^V

What a marvelous surprise, made me disappointed & emo for fuck sake -.-

Kthxbye.

Priceless memories

2011-12-22T21:41:00.001+08:00

Tuesday, Went to JB with Mr Lionel tan. Heavy lunch ^^ Hot plate tofu, best (Y) Roamed around, still fucking kana con by bloody monk. Nb, jitao spoil my mood seriously. But oh well, kk, went to watch Mission Impossible, totally awesome! (Y) Roamed around & left JB around 9plus (Y) Wanted to visit KSL, but shall visit it some other days :) This dear boy, looked after me on my way home as i was unwell & even cooked that bowl of soup for me, with the heart shape ^^ Ever first time, rolling down my tears in such a short period of time.

Wednesday, Supposed to be going out with Mr Lionel Tan, Xanthe & Joey. In the end, he had to work -.- k, Went to meet xanthe & joey. Headed down to Bugis. Lucky i had their accompany to buy thing i wanted ^^ Roamed around bugis. Was supposed to go down zouk if i had ic, xanthe & dominic were there ): Went down to shuffle with Joey to find Mr Lionel Ta. Drank singapore sunset & off i went to meet Jiunnyoong. Went to burberry, but kana checked -.- Down to bell, drank 1/4 of the tower & had to change place alr. Down to V4, failed. Lastly, back to kenzo! ^^ 3 months since i last went there. Awesome. K, down a tower & homed. Straight ko-ed.

Today, went down to AMK to eat with Jefferson, pepper lunch (Y) Then, get my stuffs from limyang & headed home. Packed my wardrobe & drawers. Super neat now (Y) Even found my thumbdrive, priceless memories inside! Okay, now waiting for Mr Lionel Tan to come from his chalet to find me! (Y)

Enjoy my taro milk tea whilst watching show (Y)

CHRISTMAS IS COMING, HOHOHO! (Y) & SO IS NEW YEAR, CAN'T WAIT FOR COUNTDOWN!

You're the cause of my smiles.

2011-12-19T19:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was pretty hectic day. Initial itinerary was to go to Seng Kang > East Coast > Clarke Quay. Thanks to the rain, East coast had to be cancelled. So.. this was how my day went..

Went to Seng Kang with Lionel to pass my stuffs to Samantha. I broke down whilst waiting for her dad. Glad i had Lionel Tan by me, whom was there to lend me his shoulders, to wipe my tears away, to cheer me on. After that, went down Sembawang, met up with Xanthe & Joey. Down to Choa Chu Kang, had our dinner. Bus-ed down to Kranji abandoned estate. We roamed for awhile, as there was a heavy downpour earlier on, the floor was really slippery, we decided to continue our journey another day. Then, went to get supper & headed home.

Hesitating whether to go down to plaza sing. Super tired, super nua with the awesome rain now ):

Okay, decided to head down to Plaza Sing to meet Madeline & the 14 year old girl, to roam around.

Thank you Madeline, it's a blessing to have met you. Really thank you dear. <3

Yay! JB tomorrow with Lionel, Xanthe & Joey! (Y) Finally, i'm going out of Singapore! :D

Mr lionel tan, thank you for standing by me, it's a blessing to have met you, know you & have you. Silly you went to run to get me a burger & green tea in the middle of the night. (Y) Thank you for being there to wipe my tears. <3

And i'll be yours,

Until the stars fall from the sky.

Until all the rivers run dry.

In other words until i die.

Fucked up by life.

2011-12-17T20:28:00.002+08:00

I want my life to be like that; to,

Live beautifully, dream passionately, love completely.

Yesterday, in the end, i went to chiong. Met up with Nigel & his friends, & also Changwei & co. Failed to get in groove, fuck-ed up, totally spoil my mood seriously. Was like going crazy. Oh well, went to drink. Chivas, vodka mango, jim bean & black label -.- Drink till i was kind of seh for awhile. Had brother looking after me. Okay, managed to get in rebel. Super boring & squeezy though. Go in anyhow scold people whom freaking infuriated me. Went to eat with Lionel & headed home :)

Supposed to go for Lionel's friend child 1st month. In the end overslept -.- We went to eat. Then he headed to work whilst i headed home. Later going down to clarke quay to fucking clear the stupid mess i made. Have to thank Nigel for being willing to accompany me down.

Okay, recently super many shit falling on me. Don't know what to say, but totally on the verge of breaking down, especially after reading that text from him, really wanted to cry ): It's because that he knows all that i'm facing, all the freaking shit which no one else knows.

Okay, just read my bloody DG. Seriously, made me fucking emo. She claims to have high hopes on me, maybe after holidays, i shall stop partial-ing & stop skipping school. & get back my A's.

Thank you for standing by me & willing to tong gan gong ku with me. & trying to cheer me on, Mr Lionel Tan. <3

Girls, thank you as well, love you all <3

Sorry Madeline Ng.

Drink, drank, drunk.

2011-12-16T19:55:00.000+08:00

Okay, finally having time to update this dead blog.

Sunday,

Went down to town with Mr Lionel tan. Pasta mania for dinner. Finally ate frolicks after like 4months -.- Roamed around town. Caught Breaking dawn like finally. After that, went down to AMK to find darling, younice neo! <3 Bought two Jim Bean bottles, we 3 drank. Had heart to heart talk with darling. After that, went home to KO.

Monday,

Was with Mr Lionel Tan, dragged him to Penghong's house for Mahjong with Alvin & Andi. Then i went to visit the doctor. Then we went to eat. Then he cooked for me & we watched Ladaland. & Homed.

Tuesday,

Ever first time putting on contacts, Mr Lionel Tan helped me put on. BLUE CONTACTS (Y) Went to school. As usual, i was late & i partial-ed together with Xanthe & Shirmaine. Mr Lionel Tan waited for me to partial. Fucking hell, stupid facilitator, totally fucker, pissed the 3 of us off. Then, we 4 went to eat & roamed around Causeway point. Then, went to sing K. Sang for like 6 hours. Then accompanied him to get his pair of shoes & went home.

Wednesday,

I managed to put on the contacts myself. I was late alr, together with Mr Lionel Tan's accompany. Went for mac breakfast with Xanthe & Shirmaine as well. Together, we went in class late. Helped out with worksheet, went to get drinks & Lok Lok with Madeline. Partial-ed with Xanthe & Shirmaine, went down to Causeway point, together with Lionel & Joey. Joey's super joke, with the pigs on his shirt & his dangling Polaroid. After roaming, went to Lionel's place slack & headed home. Napped, then went to prepare. Met up with the girls; Xanthe, Shirmaine, Michelle at station, headed down to double O, shots & vodka. Drank already, headed down to PH. Drank again, with Martell, beer, henessy, breezer & vodka. Okay, super high max. Was like first time so high at PH. Drank fucking a lot, kept bottoms up -.- Saw kelvin. Damn coincidental, Xanthe's friend was actually Priscillia, did a little catching up though. Okay, headed down to hollywood with lionel. Totally throw face, died there, puke there. And what's more first time with his group of friends, utterly no face already like seriously. Then home -.- Straight KO.

Thursday,

Gave school a miss. Lionel tan headed to work, whereas i met up with Madeline, then i came home to prepare for work. Went to have macs with her, then headed to town, then to j8 to meet qingyun. Roamed around. Bought our long waited fox jacket. But fucking pissed off, the one i caught eye on, last piece was fucking bought away by a bloody malay. Make me super emo -.- K, then headed down to work. Knocked off at 930, went to find Lionel, waited for cab for fucking long. Thanks to bloody train breakdown. Home.

Friday,

Okay, slept for 12hours. Song alr. Mr Lionel Tan has work, so i've no events at the moment. Boring die me. Got feel to chiong, but bloody fucking hell, got several problems! ):

K, my mouth itching for food now. Craving for fries..........

Don't feel like working at Charlie's anymore already, it's just too boring. F&B line ain't my type seriously.

Recently become some crazy drinker already, keep drinking so frequently -.-

Lionel tan: "Everday i'm drinking beer" (Y) Hi noobshyt, drink one AK47 like a noob only! HAHA. Okay, thank you for looking after me on wednesday leh. Like burden nia ): Still throw face ): Sigh. And also, thank you for sending me to school all the time & even waiting for me when we had plans to partial <3

I want a beautiful Christmas & countdown, filled with surprises & presents! <3

More than friends, less than lovers.

You,me till old?

2011-12-10T20:45:00.000+08:00

Yoohoo, Friday, i went to meet lionel tan at sembawang, hehe, he bought me big breakfast! <3 Then, walked me to school, ate breakfast together with madeline as well. Was pretty reluctant for class, but oh well, lionel tan says i've to go to class -.- went in at like 9.30am. Then left class at 11.30am :) Went to CWP macs with Xanthe, Shirmaine & Peggy. Mr lionel tan came too :) Then, went home. Did RJ, prepared for work. Okay, 5pm start work, but i took half an hour, eating & changing :D Work was horrendous. Though there were some people to brightened it up, but with the fucking lady boss there, it makes it hell. Got to know of Fiona's sister :D Guiding her all the way. Okay was super happy to see Fiona! :D we then decided to drink together, with the regulars treating us & bringing us for the next round. He straight open one bottle of vodka for us. (Y) Jim bean, Jager bombs, Bombay & Vodka. High max only. Went down to clarke quay to find lionel tan. Had a great time talking to him when i was like seh. Thank you for being there, for giving me a helping hand to hold me up. And always forcing me to eat strepsils & drink herbal tea. Then home. He decided to head to work at 6pm, so we slacked & then i went home :D Went down to meet Sylvester awhile to get my metallic bumper :)

Okay tired max, after this episode of lives of omission i go kun alr.

不管结果会是什么了. 虽然很希望天长地久,

但还是决定不要贪心,至少曾经试过,曾经拥有过就足够了.

Don't break my fragile heart,

2011-12-08T19:02:00.002+08:00

Seh-ka

Officially woke up at 2.30pm today. Went to prepare. Lionel came down to find me, went to have our lunch/dinner at TPY central. Bumped into Chuen Tzen, felt super wrong. Bloody idiot, si lionel, keep don't let me eat KFC, then keep tempting me somemore. After that, i'm home. I guess i'm gonna slack at home all the way. Not gonna go out.

Tmrw i'm going to school to meet up with dear babes & dick. (Y) Super miss them <3
I wanna go JB, i haven't gone to the new mall yet! & also wanna go to genting!
Had great fun scamming them that i was gonna quit school, funny max. (Y)

第一次我会去想呢么多，第一次我会这么的怕。

不像是我了。但如果会被伤害，我也会去尝试。多痛也好。

This time round, if i were to fall,

i wouldn't be like before,

i don't have the confidence that i'll be to get up like i always did.

I believe this time round,

the cut would be so deep that it may not even be able to recover.

Yes, i would catch & hold you.

2011-12-08T02:56:00.001+08:00

Hello everybody, I've decided to come & update on this blog. I believe someone's waiting for me to faster update & read my blog. (Y)

Alright, Lionel had his wish come true, we watched horror movie on Monday! (Y) HAHA.

Tuesday, went home to put down my bag & relax. Whereas Xanthe went to meet Shirmaine to visit doctor, Lionel & Joey went to school. LOL. In about half an hours time, Lionel & Joey came to find me ^^ Headed down to AMK together. In the end, went to eat Astons with Lionel as he had work. Then accompanied him down to Clarke Quay, went home to change. Headed down to Dhoby Ghaut with the 3 of them waiting for me; Dexing, Deng Chuan & Waileong. Went to eat Just Acia. Ate for like 2hours, with all the catching up & as usual, they would bet & interrogate me & play those games ^^ After that, went down to Shuffle to meet Lionel, then headed to TPY. Went to eat my tau hui ^^ Went to Sky garden to slack, super long since i last went there & even went to 40th floor. Got this unknown guy come talk to me, scare the hell out of me -.- Heh, the view was awesome, with the wind. Went home, after shower straight KO in less than 1min. LOL.

Today, i got spammed by 65 notifications thanks to my best stalker; Lionel Tan :) And Madeline rung me up at 830am, which made me woke up -.- Okay, officially woke up at 3pm, Lionel came to accompany me to the doctor :) Then he headed off to work. After that, came home to watch show. Then, went to meet JiunnYoong awhile. Headed home to shower, went to meet Changwei to eat mac, bumped into Cheryl & co. LOL. Then slacked & headed home :) Totally exhausted.

What's up tomorrow? No official plans yet. But i've MC. & that i've to go to bed early.

Glad to have so many people missing me cause i've not attended school for days! Love them all! <3

Next wednesday ladies night, it's time to partyyyyyyyyy! (Y)

I'm sorry for getting so many people worried & that to some my temper weren't good. Sorry & thank you <3

CWJMCUTEBOY93 <3

A broken heart is what changes people,

2011-12-06T00:06:00.000+08:00

Saturday & Sunday

Bugis > PH > Shuffle Bar > PH > Home > Macs > Work > Home

Thank you to all the lovely babes and dudes for standing by me and cheering me up :D And showing your concern for me. (Y) Love all of you deep deep. <3

Xanthe, Lionel, Madeline, Anna, Yuling, Xintong, Samantha & Dexing & co. <3

Lionel playing piano now (Y)

Hehe, Me and Xanthe like a boss, ate a heartwarming meal (Y)

K, back to single life. I've my babes to go through with me, to party with me <3

No false hopes.

2011-12-03T00:47:00.000+08:00

Hello, finally managed to get back on blogger, i used tumblr for my previous days. Had to use internet explorer, which is super lag! D:

Jurong East > Shuffle Bar > Home

Tuesday, Skipped anatomy on tues with girls; Madeline Ng, Xanthe Chow & Shirmaine Lau, went to swim at jurong east swimming complex. Totally awesome. Went for interview at shuffle bar with Xanthe & headed home.

School > AMK > Double O > Shuffle Bar > Double O > PH > Home

Wednesday, went to school for Biz stats & partial-ed with Madeline Ng & Shirmaine Lau. Straight KO. Then got prepared, rushed through. Met up with Anna, Xanthe & Michelle. Down to double O, drank like fuck with all the shots -.- Then, down to shuffle bar to wait Lionel, but we 3 girls decided to head back to double O again. Head was spinning, felt like puking, totally horrendous feeling during the re-entry. Okay, headed down to PH to meet up with Lionel, Joey & Anna. Bumped into Kelvin & Luke & co. Continued drinking at PH. Then cabbed back with Anna, Michelle & Lionel. Had to look after Anna throughout the night. I didn't sleep a wink. Dragged her down for breakfast, then to school.

School > Home

Thursday, Financial Accounting, once again i partial-ed, with Anna & Lin Sin! Headed home to KO again. Then woke up to complete RJ and checked out my Marketing UT grade. Awesome, got A 26.5/30, 3.5 marks to full marks! Then, went back to sleep.

School > AMK > Home > Lor 5 > Home

Friday, Hospitality, dragged myself off the bloody bed, super tired. Loner max, lucky boarded the same train as Eugene. The 3 of them didn't come D: Okay, then headed to school together. Late -.- HTM UT1 results out, was expecting a fail, surprisingly got a B, happy & contented! (Y) Horrible stomach was totally unwell the whole god damn day. Then, stayed till 12pm, i partial-ed alone. Down to AMK to find Xanthe, Michelle, Lionel & Joey. Roamed around then caught the movie "一泡而红". After that, went to eat & trained home. Did RJ went for napped, managed to nap for 1hour only -.- Decided to go for tau hui with ChangWei, walked under the rain home as it was pouring! D: Cold max.

Tmrw going PH with them again. & together with Shirmaine this time (Y) Then after that str8 go work, high only.

Recently super lack of sleep with all packed up events. And also i realised i partial-ed for consecutive 3 days, DG this week high only.

Back on track to my 1 meal per day (Y)

那一天真的会到吗？

Hot bitches

2011-11-29T00:13:00.001+08:00

AWESOME BEST CONVERSATION WITH ANNA TAN & MADELINE NG! <3

Okay seriously glad to have decided to take the route on the left, which brightened up my day. I was seriously bloody depressed earlier on, thanks to my surroundings and i got affected so easily, i didn't know why. But just felt super wrong. Like i was having PMS. After meeting younice, listening to her awesome stories sharing everything with her like before. Reminds me of our awesome past (Y) Quite envy her, happy for her at the same time (Y) Damn wrong, i was wearing fbt and my pe shirt she made me wear her heels -.- Like some joke can. Okay, then there was also Madeline whom sent me all those super funny and nice MVs! And lastly my facebook conversation with Anna Tan Mei Xin, i swear i was like some moron facing my laptop, laughing like hell. And that post is gonna hit 100 comments. OMG. Seriously hilarious, can't stand it.

Okay, i think it's time to sleep, before i can't wake up tomorrow.

My stomach growling for food already! D:

My two 猪狗朋友 Madeline Ng & Anna Tan Mei Xin ♥

Life is hell.

2011-11-28T19:41:00.000+08:00

Look at Anna the one making the ear piece! (Y)

Khine, Shirmaine, Me

Shirmaine, Me & Eugene

Me, Xanthe & Madeline.

Awesome 5 (Y)

Bloody idiot.

JieYi's birthday celebration,

Friday, Sentosa. Pictures above spells it all :)

Saturday, Nex with dear boy.

Sunday, Parklane with dear boy to meet Fred & co. Then woodlands to meet Madeline!

School today was boring. Marketing was horrendous today, i swear. Definitely a sucky grade. But i fucking don't care.

Tomorrow is fucking anatomy, i gonna effing skip it and go jurong east to swim with the 3 awesome girls, Madeline, Xanthe & Shirmaine! <3

Okay, gonna meet Younice already <3

Wednesday, Ladies night with those silang clubbers! <3

Okay, effing crazy now i swear. Mood super bad, really got affected by surroundings badly. Anw, done with my bloody RJ, so no cinderella life. Gonna effing get a pack and head down to AMK.

Bye bitches,

We found love,

2011-11-28T01:15:00.002+08:00

I love my dear boy. <3

Trying to cheer a silly girl up now :)

2011-11-25T18:47:00.000+08:00

_|_ KNNBCCB

A free bird,

2011-11-25T01:14:00.002+08:00

That moment with all the balloons <3

Hello, readers! Super sleepy already, but decided to blog as that i rarely blog on weekends! So shall update you all first okay? :)

WEDNESDAY:
School > Sam's House > Home > Limmy > Home
Wednesday, Biz stats. Early in the morning at there psycho-ing faci to allow us to not do PPT & worksheet, but just go through with us problem 1-4, to prepare us for UT1. Si Eugene say i "ang kat" faci. LOL. Okay, but anw, he did went through those questions which we didn't know how to do. Still had to complete worksheet & PPT as usual. But i was watching "Fated with you", all thanks to Eugene i was like engrossed in it -.-Okay, but still, i did do PPT okay! Stayed back to like study a little with Madeline, Sam, Joanne & Abel. Then went to Sam's house, long journey. Really have to thank her for the winter wear. Brought that luggage home, totally tedious. Okay, then rushed home, then to AMK for dinner with limmy. Felt super guilty i told him say i would reach at like 5.30pm, in the end reached at 8pm :/ Then went to his place, & he sent me home as usual.

THURSDAY:
School > UT > Braddell > AMK > Home
Today, was Financial Accounting! Okay, change of groups, totally turned me off at the very start. Totally communication barrier, not a single one that i was close with. Was selected to be leader by teacher, which gave me much pressure. Oh well, which made me stayed throughout my break till i got my worksheet completed. Then, had gallery walk, which made me had to present thrice -.- TRCC with Madeline, Xanthe & Shirmaine. Sandwich, then Madeline fed me her spaghetti, like some small kid. <3 Love to be doted on, so sweet. Then rushed back for PPT. Nearly went crazy whilst getting it done. Like seriously, two different people talking at the same time, i didn't know how to handle. Sense of achievement as i went to the extend where it wasn't me, to be doing so much. No A, i sure go comment, seriously. After that, went to UT class room. Much crazy, people mugging to get themselves prepared, we at there laughing our ass-offs! Much awesome. And i was super crazy, got molested by Michelle also. Biz stats UT1 was horrendous, lost. Went down to braddell to meet up with limmy, jiawei, yongjie & bryan. Then headed down to AMK, went walking around with limmy whom kept forcing me to eat! XXL chicken for the day. Then went to his place to watch "Yes sir, sorry sir". And he sent me home. <3

Silly boy, keep bugging me to sleep. Hehe, but i wanna blog uh. Cause weekends with you like no time to blog leh. So now just blog blog a bit, sleep slightly late. Heh, today i first time wake up straight reply you never wait till i shower first leh! Hehe, bian le heh. Stop skipping school. Yay, tomorrow's friday! We can chiong drama together, watch Forensic Heroes 3! Then probably go get the necessary stuffs needed? :) No joke, i sibei looking forward to korea leh! You know something? You're the reason why i love fridays, saturdays & sundays! (Y) Hehe, love you silly boy <3
Yours truly,
Your crazy, stupid girlfriend.

Sentosa tomorrow with my class! Looking forward. Still got dress code, super cute. They asked me along for movie after our sentosa field trip.
Since it's friday already, it means that i'm a free bird already! No need study till January. Can partehhhh already! (Y) Wednesday's Ladies night @ St Jame's with those babes?

Alright time to sleep. Wan An le!

나를 노망, 내가 작은 소녀, 공주처럼 사랑하기.

You bright up my day

2011-11-23T00:26:00.002+08:00

Me & You = Fairytale.

Annyeong! I'm supposed to be going to sleep like now, but decided to blog. Was thinking hard of what picture to use. Settled with this.

Happy birthday Yao Qing Yun! ♥♥♥

Dragged myself to school. Boyf waited for me at woodlands. ♥ Anatomy is totally a turn off. All the way just doing my own stuffs. Went to get cake with Madeline. Had breakfast with Madeline, Qing Yun & Eugene. Did my part for ppt. I'm glad i managed to controlled myself from not partial-ing! Went to find Boyf & Hamid after school for Biz stats. Madeline damn sweet, bought seaweed chicken for me! ♥ Went down to meet Limmy at AMK. He super sweet, bought mud cake from his school for me! ♥♥ Went for our dinner, then went to his place to study biz stats. I'm glad i had you by me, to be guiding & helping me through biz stats! Otherwise i would've given up on it. Guilty for making you sleeping late cause you wanted to help me through today! ): Watched one eps of "Yes sir, Sorry sir". Went home.

That silly boy said: "Next time i open bar, then you can become the bartender already!" HAHA, Make my dream come true! (Y)

Biz stats tmrw, will be bugging facilitator to clear all my unanswered questions!

Okay, off to sleep. Nights, ♥

깨졌을하기 전에 신중하게 내 연약한 마음을 취급

Love you like a love song,

2011-11-22T00:07:00.001+08:00

Yay Yay Yay, at the thought of after thursday's UT, i'll be a free bird, whom can fly. HAHA.

Welll, went to school together and be a good girl. Totally awesome with no PPT & presentation needed. Jeopardy and doing of a table for meeting 3. And RJ wasn't related to problem. Relaxed. After school, went to CWP with Madeline for a walk, then went home. Slacked a while. Limmy came to find me. Went for dinner at macs, then went to his place to study. Haha, keep bugging him till he nearly went crazy. Biz stats is totally hell, i swear. Okay, then sent me home as usual. Hehe, had a nice chat with limmy. Looking forward towards korea, christmas, chinese new year & my 18th birthday! (Y) Happygirl94. Okay came back and submitted my RJ & quiz, wtf, in class i heard that Rui Jia they all scored badly for quiz that's why i didn't dared to do it in class. But it turned out okay :D Saw my DG for HTM, despite that i was super quiet that day, being super silent, she still gave me a B :D Haha, surprisingly. Okay, time to sleep otherwise some idiot, oops, i'm insulting idiot. Okay, whatever, otherwise he would be sleeping late. Hehe.

Shall go to school tomorrow despite anatomy, shall hang on till thursday. Song. And stay back to settle problem 2 biz stats.

Love you all, nights <3

傻傻的你，

2011-11-21T01:08:00.004+08:00

My love for you goes beyond words. Saranghaeyo.

Spent my Friday, after school went home with Madeline, Joanne, Samantha & Boyf. Hehe, they all waited for me, so sweet eh. Haha, it was pouring, which caused much inconvenience -.- Anw, went to meet up with limmy at AMK then i went home. Watched drama together then he went for training. I camped home, then jiawei came to find me. Slacked and heart to heart talk. Then limmy came. Homed.

Saturday, went for dinner at botaks with limmy cause he was craving for the fried oyster. Then, we went to get our tix for "You're the apple of my eye" after much considerations cause it was at 12am which would pretty cause quite a bit of inconvenience. Went to chase our dramas. Then went for our movie. The ending shouldn't have been that way seriously, a pity. But a super nice movie, except that i was expecting many things with friends telling me the story line -.- That guy was so sweet, his way of chasing a girl. <3 Was waiting for so long to watch this movie, finally had the chance.

Sunday, it was actually planned that we went down to support them for LoL. But who knew that the ending wasn't what we expected. So we just chased our drama and had dinner. Studied a little. Only in the night then met up with jiawei & yongjie. Slack & Homed.

Limmy booked my tickets for korea already! (Y) Hehe, thank you limmy, sorry for trouble. It's gonna be a pretty long holiday for us, close to a month huh! Yay, gonna enjoy the snow & have fun together! Haha, love you lots <3

If everyday were weekends.. how great would it be?

Scammed Michelle just now, think she's gonna kill me tomorrow -.-
Okay, school tomorrow, marketing. Shall end here already. Bye. <3

Build up a strong heart

2011-11-16T23:13:00.001+08:00

Damn sweet. <3

So quickly the year is coming to an end already. It's already 16th November. Christmas coming, what would this year's Christmas be like? Hopefully something fun. At the same time, i can start counting down to my birthday, exactly 4 more months & i'll be officially 18! :)

School > Home

Everyday i'm reluctant to attend school but still would have to drag myself there. Train to school with joanne & sam. Biz stats, changed of group; Eugene & Shirmaine. Madeline bought seaweed chix for me (Y) All the way slacking with Eugene, watching videos of steven lim, etc. Went down for first break with the girls. Continued slacking, only until second break when PPT was a must. Went down for a stick & started doing it. Watched Human Centipede 2 with Michelle whilst richard thai teaching. Horrendous, i swear. I was horrified by it, too disgusting though it was black and white -.- Went for UT, time wasn't sufficient, but i managed to get it done on time. And its terrible that we had to do it on excel then copy and paste to UT client, despite it not aligned correctly -.- Not very confident of it though FIFO correct. Home with Xanthe. Went to trim my hair with my sis. Dad heated up dinner for me (Y) And even cooked dumplings. With dramas as accompany. This ends my day.

Miss those days when i had accompany home indefinitely everyday after school.
To speak the truth, i'm not used to it at all. I'm trying hard to adapt. I'm not blaming, not at all.

I realised i'm not someone whom would stop someone from leaving, clinging on a person when the person obviously doesn't wants you. If he/she wants to leave, so be it. Good or bad? I don't know, but that's me.

人海中遇見你

I can't feel your presence

2011-11-15T14:06:00.003+08:00

School > Causeway point > Library > Home

Yesterday, dragged myself to school as usual. Xanthe, Shirmaine & Jolin skipped school. Okay, had much fun in my group. Marketing, wasn't that bad, with early breaks, etc. Blasting of music in class for the ever first time. Like club, watched bubble pop together, Hyuna damn hot la. Seriously, envy. One word RJ, took 5 mins to complete RJ, quiz & evaluation, best. After that went to cwp with madeline. eat, walk, arcade then library. Home, mum cooked dinner ^^ then study FA, did practice questions.

Really shocked to see boyf oh xintong to send me the link. Took damn long but just couldn't find, i expected it to be someone else helping me to find it though. Okay, but still very gan dong. <3 her.

Horrendous day.

Okay, currently in school. Really really reluctant to come for anatomy seriously. But still dragged myself here to save some self-proclaimed LOA as that i might not have enough. Ate super a lot for first break, tom yum ban mian, fried dumplings, potato chips, coke. Ah, fattening max.Okay, can't be bothered with people who comes and ask me to intro on Facebook. Literally asked Eugene to help me mind-fuck that person. Anatomy is really horrible, i'm getting sick of it badly. First time speaking to kayler. Promised Madeline that i'll quit smoking -.- Aye, don't understand why people post nude pictures on fb, especially girls. Just today, i saw like 2-3 alr -.- Totally disgusted by it. Okay, later gonna stay back and coach eugene FA.

Tired max. Presenting soon alr.

그래서 멀리 멀리 도망하려는 손실

Addicted to their theme song.

So wanna watch this movie badly! A must.

又回到最初的起點

記憶中妳青澀的臉

我們終於來到了這一天

桌墊下的老照片

無數回憶連結

今天男孩要赴女孩最後的約

又回到最初的起點

呆呆地站在鏡子前

笨拙繫上紅色領帶的結

將頭髮梳成大人模樣

穿上一身帥氣西裝

等會兒見妳一定比想像美

好想再回到那些年的時光

回到教室座位前後故意討妳溫柔的罵

黑板上排列組合妳捨得解開嗎

誰與誰坐他又愛著她

那些年錯過的大雨

那些年錯過的愛情

好想擁抱妳擁抱錯過的勇氣

曾經想征服全世界

到最後回首才發現

這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳

那些年錯過的大雨

那些年錯過的愛情

好想告訴妳告訴妳我沒有忘記

那天晚上滿天星星

平行時空下的約定

再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著妳

緊緊抱著妳

Feeling damn damn screwed up right now. Like seriously.

Maybe a break away from everything, everybody would do good.

No mood to go cheering people or solving problems. Sigh.

Okay, just gonna study for FA tmrw. Bye.

Sentimental might not be good,

2011-11-14T00:42:00.001+08:00

Okay, damn everything. Super mood-less. Wanted to combine some pictures together, but just wasn't in the right mood. Dropped the idea. Browsed through pictures stored in my computer. Miss old days.

Just went through one of my friend's wedding photo. It should have been negative thoughts going through my mind, as that they got married at a very young age. Despite age, all that went through my mind, aww, so sweet. Gosh. I was really envying much. Thinking whether i would put on a gown one day and how i'll look like. But, i would never take the route of early marriage though. Being in a r/s and getting married is two different things.

Thursday night was horrendous, like a nightmare. Thanks limmy for making the trip down with jiawei & accompanied, stood by me. I'm sorry for getting you worried. I'm glad you were there. Thank you, love you. <3

School > Home

Friday, school. Ms Yon didn't come. Happy much. This relieve faci, i had negative impressions of him, he sent one guy home cause of his hair. But subsequently, positive impression though. He started to make fun of my name -.- Of course, i also got disturb him back ^^ Ever first time in RP that we could skip worksheet, presentation & PDT. Only had to do powerpoint (Y) Okay, but i swear his lessons were definitely 10000x better than Ms Yon's. I hope Ms Yon goes for conference more often please. But i was so exhausted that i fell asleep during 6P though. Immediately rushed home coz i was too sleepy. Limmy fetched me from AMK to go home. We chiong-ed drama (Yes sir, Sorry sir & ID 精英 & Forensic Heroes 3). Finished the remaining martell. (Y)

Saturday, we continued chiong-ing forensic heroes 3! Damn addicted to it i swear. But damn wrong la, the girl exact same chinese name as me -.- zzz. Sushi, Beganwan solo & McDelivery (Y)

Sunday, Sense of achievement, i've only smoked 3 sticks since 2pm till now. I'll try to quit smoking. Have been a good girl to be studying from like 2pm till 7pm. Financial Accounting! (Y) Thanks limmy for guiding. POA you guide, Maths you guide, now FA also you guide -.-

School later. So not looking forward to it -.-
Happy birthday Vanessa Wong, Wang Jie Yi & Chilli!
Talking about chilli, miss those suki life. The chef whom doted on me most! (Y) A pity he is in malaysia ):

.
Shall stop bar & get a new job.

당신은 내 마음을 읽을 수있다면 ...

如果有一天，我选择离开，你会做什么？

Crawling back to you,

2011-11-10T19:41:00.001+08:00

School > Home

Happy 18th birthday Anna! <3

Went to school, wasn't looking forward. With FA & UT on the same day -.- But in the end, i enjoyed today a lot! With kbox in class, xiao ke ai singing. Jolin's "jokes" (Journal entry = journey entry), Me & Xanthe pregnant women, Shirmaine's lame jokes & Madeline's crazy self. Really laughed my heart out. Then there was also Lin Sin whom i could disturb. Stupid NoobNoobEugene bullied me. Heh, after school still rushed to W1 to go KPO, see what actually happened about the silting of wrist. In the end, there was flesh at the glass, horrified. Went for UT, horrendous. Practically, i think i am gonna flunk this UT. Sigh. What's more, eugene said i become fat alr, gg, confirm must start my dieting. I mean it. Gonna eat home cooked dinner by mum whilst watching some drama and study! (Y)

During UT damn funny, the faci whom took our class was like asking about the silting incident, my immediate reply was "Haha, another KPO infront of the whole class". He straight say i scolding him ah. Damn joke.

Then there was this horrendous guy whom effing bumped into me without apologizing -.- Straight away i scolded him.

Kor, make good of your words k, sandwich! Hehe ^^

Specific = si pi ci fix.
Environment = in why ra ment
Pumping = bumbing

Play safe, keep a distance, to refrain from heart breaks.

Paint my life

2011-11-09T22:55:00.003+08:00

School > Home > AMK > Home

Zombie-fied early in the morning to attend school -.- Same train as Eugene again. After so long, finally taking bus to school again. Thanks to me he managed to cut queue, but i've to thank jon ^^V Biz stats, wasn't looking forward. But i was super hard working in class, really studious, trying to solve all the questions. Took my break to do practice questions. And sought help from faci to go through previous problems which i missed out. So glad i wasn't tempted to partial with Xanthe, Shirmaine & Jolin. I stayed on. Si eugene, take my bloody USB, made me had to walk back to E4 to get it -.- Did finish practice questions, left school with Madeline, rushed home to sleep. Too tired. Went for dinner at pepper lunch with jefferson. His ever first time drinking red bull. HAHA. Then went home. He helped me out with quiz and rj online. Damn good! (Y) Studied. Finally done. Gonna sleep or maybe watch lives of omission.

UT tmrw. Sian max -.- 8.30am - 5.30pm in school. Sigh.

I like to be doted on, a lot a lot.

So glad to have such a nice & sweet kor ^^ BUT, keep calling me dumbo ):

Dear boy, nvm, no matter what, just go for your goals. Work hard for LoL ba. And attend school. <3

당신은 내가 그 순간에 얼마나 실망을 모를 것입니다.

坏人. 宁愿爱一点不剩, 也不忍看恋人爱成路人

Procrastination much

2011-11-09T01:01:00.001+08:00

Hehe, so proud of myself :D My ever first sense of achievement in this job.

School > Work > Limmy > Home
Went to school early in the morning with much reluctance -.- Too lazy & tired, huge eye bags. No mood for lessons at all. Xanthe jitao tell me she partial-ing -.- First break like 10plus we left school already. Trained down to raffles. Work with Alvin, then Carrot came. ^^V Work & slack at the same time. They two dumped me and made me handle customers already! HAHA. Went to bar get pay. Down to j8 with carrot and alvin. Then to Hougang mall, then down to AMK. Had great fun working with them though! All the crazy stuffs. Went to find limmy for dinner & did RJ. Then home.

K, went through problem 1 of hospitality afraid that i've no time for studying tmrw, prolly working.
Much happy to receive some overseas opportunity from school.
But disappointed at the same time that my effing 500 might be reduced -.-

Seems like i've disappointed like quite a few people just by partial-ing and skipping school. Aye, sorry boyfriend, sorry kor. I can see that you all care, especially kor. That he actually has to curb his temper just to avoid scolding me. Sigh. But, despite i'm currently in a r/s i won't neglect you all. Unless i see that you all don't make the effort to come and like communicate with me. I'm someone whom barely starts conversation with others, but i do try since it's you all. But after much trying, i realised i'm the only one trying, i'll stop. Despite that i want no change in our r/s. Spoke to boyfriend about today, hope that it didn't affect her.

Really gonna chiong work. Like seriously, especially this current work. I'm not gonna give a damn. Despite thursday UT, i'm still gonna work tmrw.

Biz stats tmrw -.- Nights.

Limmy, at this moment dun be thinking that there's nothing for you.

I've not forgotten about you. Hee, at this current moment just concentrate on LoL.

Train hard and win WCG.

I had fun guai-lan-ing you.

Saranghaeyo <3

Every saint has a past and every sinner has a future.

It's either you guai lan others first or others will guai lan you.
And when that happens, don't get mad.
But just be more guai lan :D

Forbearance

2011-11-08T01:12:00.001+08:00

Like a holly wood.

Harbourfront > Batam

Saturday, woke up super early, like 8am. Rushed down to harbourfront. Thanks limmy for acc-ing me. Madeline came to fetch me. bought burger for me, sibei sweet. 1h ferry to batam. Her parents were pretty friendly (Y) Tour guide's itinerary was sibei lame -.- Went to our hotel like at 7plus -.- Damn good, it's the hotel's opening, thus, we're their first customers! Free & easy. Went for massage and fabulous dinner! 10 dishes shared among 4 of us. Stingray, satay, sotong, otah, etc etc. Shiok. Went back to sleep.

Batam > Singapore > AMK > Home

Sunday, Woke up at like 7am -.- Tired max. Went to have breakfast buffet, extremely full. Went to temple, then massage. The back/ shoulder massage was fantastic. Went shopping. Back to hotel to check out. Lunch then went roaming around. Had to leave for our ferry alr. Slept on the ferry, too tired. The father drove me to have dinner with them at AMK. Went to find limmy. Home, drank with limmy.

Today, 14hours of sleep. (Y) Dinner with limmy & dramas > Home.

Happy 18th birthday Sam! :)

School tomorrow, pretty fast uh? Reluctant max to attend school.

Had fun twitting with that stupid pig! :D

Aye, really wanna go to korea. But, i don't know.. Sigh, teach me the way man.
Friday should go powerhouse? -.-

What's kinship?

꺼져,이 저에게 방법을 이끌고겠습니까?

Is honesty the best policy?

2011-11-04T12:12:00.000+08:00

Siofong, Houin

Airport > AMK > Home

Aye, skipped school on tuesday to send SioFong and his brother off to the airport, didn't expect the other guys to have also skipped school to sent him off. That feeling when he turned and said goodbye. Was super wrong i swear. Felt super sad, i don't know how to describe, many memories dashed in, but i only knew i had to turn away. After that, i went down to AMK to meet limmy. Studied > Dinner >Home.

Wednesday, skipped school as i was too exhausted and too much shit happened. Studied at home when i was supposed to like go to school and seek help for Anatomy. But just camped home to study.

School > AMK > Home

Thursday, went to school like a vombie. Seriously tired, head kept going down. She was too long-winded, always have to stay back and late break -.- Stayed for UT. People stressed for UT, despite being in the class, our group were making so much noise. Anatomy was horrendous. Down to AMK, meet limmy. Did RJ, dinner with jiawei, yongkiat & bryan. Then home.

School > Work > Home

Today, currently in school. Marketing, boring max. UT later on. Going down to work with Alvin later on. Martel tonight i guess? I'm dying.

Sat & Sun: Batam

Tmrw going to batam with Madeline! Get a breather.

Fuck-ed up life, seriously stress. Gonna stop clubbing at the moment to make my dream possible! & chiong work like hell. Through this, i realised, too steady not good. Keep lending money to people, when i need help, who is there?

Dear boy, thank you for standing by me despite whatever happens.

Forever & always,

Saranghaeyo <3

Fairytales have no ending.

2011-11-01T01:25:00.002+08:00

Hi, it's a brand new month. Welcome November! Please be a good month.

School > Town > Home

Met up to go to school with Joanne. Boring Anatomy, horrendous terms, in-depth learning. Received a text from Ms Yon(Mentor). Damn wrong. Went to meet her with Madeline. Had a short chat with her individually. Felt pretty guilty. Maybe it's time to focus & stop being crazy. School ended late as usual -.- Xanthe's friend (Jesselyn) was super friendly! Rushed down to town. Met up with Yuling & Marcus. Bought present. First time entering H&M! Gonna shop there soon! Met up with the rest at town! Li Yan's damn good! (Y) K. Had dinner at Nihon's! BUFFET. Fattening -.- Ate till i die. Played zhong ji mi ma also. LOL. Then, cam whored. Yi Quan & I was crazy on the way to station. Made siofong take picture with some cleaner & a bisexual -.- And home. Fuck this stupid RP system, making me have a cinderella life. Sigh. Straight rushed home to get RJ done, thank god it wasn't about today's problem.

Giving school a miss tomorrow, as that everyone's sending SF off tomorrow.

I'm sorry dear boy.

有可能我不够好。对不起。决定在你手里。

I'll try to make you feel that way & bring joy to your life.

USS & butter fac.

2011-10-31T14:17:00.001+08:00

USS halloween night 2011

This was the mummy which kept following me.

Butter Factory

Dying in school currently. Slept at 3am yesterday -.- Biology is killing me.

Later dinner with the guys at AMK for siofong's farewell party somehow.

Not gonna work for the whole week.

Need to study hard for UT, thursday marks the start.

Ms Yon spoke to me. Super wrong, felt damn guilty somehow.

5th & 6th going to batam with madeline! (Y)

If you could read me,

Life goes on,

2011-10-30T02:51:00.002+08:00

Bon voyage siofong, 8 years of friendship <3

Yesterday

AMK > j8 > USS > St jame's

I gave school a miss. By second break, all 5 ah lians weren't in class. 3 was absent, 2 partial-ed. AMK jack's place for lunch with Madeline. Jolin & Mad's two other friends came. Down to j8, find my sister. > Vivo > Universal studio. Super many "ghosts" there. Once stepped in, one ghost walked towards me & scared me alr -.- 2 haunted houses, blue & red ride, mummy ride. Mummy ride was awesome max! First haunted house was a blast! <3 There's this mummy which kept following me, thanks to mad. -.- And mad even gave him my number. LOL. K, then down to St jame's to meet up with Xanthe & Shirmaine. Limyang came to fetch me home.

Today

Bugis > Dhoby ghaut > Bugis > Prime > Cemetery > Bugis > Home

Accompanied ly down for team training. First time there, damn wrong, saw this unknown number asking if i was at the lan shop. Some guy from facebook -.- Went to find dexing, dengchuan & waileong. Back to bugis to meet ly, jw & yk. Went to have dinner at prime. Down to meet with marcus & co. Total 12 of us went to crash the 13 cells -.- But super disappointment. After that, accompanied ly down for his compy. Homed.

Siofong:

All the best dude. Apologies for not being able to send you off. Still remember those days back, when we played badminton together. Trained hard, fought together to bring glory for kheng cheng. Those awesome days. The first day when you stepped into guangyang, when i saw you in the general office. Those days will never be forgotten. 8 years of friendship! :)

Wish you were here.

When you face something new,

2011-10-28T01:42:00.002+08:00

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't? Try hard to hide your feelings, but it's so hard you just couldn't? He's/She's only a friend, and can be nothing else. That's the lie you keeping telling yourself. You are so happy when in his/her presence, But keep reminding yourself it could never happen. A simple meet of the eyes turns into a stare. You hide your feelings so no one can see. You don't want to tell your friends because you would get embarrassed. So you keep your feelings bottled up and tell nobody.

Kk, exhausted much. Shall blog tomorrow when i wake up in the afternoon! Too tired for school tomorrow, what's more, a long if i go school.

Imagine; School > Home > USS > Powerhouse/ Zirca. Can die.

Glad i'm finally done with my RJ. YAY YAY YAY!

I love my group of girls! With all the crazy stuffs, asking me to go school tmrw then together partial go sing k! HAHAH.
Club tmrw with them yo!<3
& there's this girl whom remembered to text me to remind me do RJ! Damn sweet! @RuiJia!
Another one @Xanthe, accompanied me work today! <3

I've stopped chasing.

2011-10-26T23:28:00.000+08:00

Xanthe. Shirmaine. Me. Jolin. Madeline

Me. Madeline. Jolin.

Awesome girls! <3

Yesterday, school as usual. But, had pizza for 2nd break with Madeline, Jolin, Rui Jia & Eugene! Haha, with the 4 girls above for breaks. Bought USS tix with Madeline & Jolin for friday! YAYAY!
Home > Work > Butter Factory > Powerhouse
Drank sibei lots, 4 bottles martell, shots, jager bomb, beer.
Bumped into kelvin at holdeium & Darence at Butter fac, coincidence much!

K, school tomorrow, no need bring laptop. Cause we're going to Vivo tomorrow! If it weren't for the girls, i would skip school man. HAHA.

Friday USS yo! Then, powerhouse!
Sat, 13cells!

The Greatest Gift you can give to some one is your time, because when you are giving some one your time; you are giving them a portion of your life, that will never get back.

You'll not know my heart, you don't know me.

2011-10-24T09:34:00.001+08:00

Realised that recently i've been looking after drunkards, when it used to be me being taken of.

Saturday, went down to holland village for the ever first time with limyang to have our xiao long bao buffet. I swear i ate till sibei full. Omg, the xiao long bao damn nice <3

Was pretty uncertain whether to go down to soul, super many people there. Pondered for really long, finally decided to give it a miss. But, definitely going down to chiong on friday with those girls, probably, zirca!

Sunday , had botaks for dinner with limyang, jiawei, yongkiat & bryan!

OMG, i'm currently in school. Much hesitant pondering whether should give it a miss, i thought i skipped problem 1, but i didn't! ARGH. Should really skip today man. Okay, work later on after school. Lab is getting boring man.
Hopefully Darren doesn't quit polytechnic man! He's not in school for a week plus alr.

Looking forward for friday's clubbing session with those girls man!

Public holiday on wednesday! (Y)

因为你不知道我多想你.

Crazy, lovely people.

2011-10-22T02:47:00.002+08:00

Xiao Ke Ai <3

We managed to use front camera to capture a picture of 10 of us. EPIC.

Zafran, hamid, eugene, samantha, gen, hweely, joanne, me & jojo

As usual, school. Was early for class, saw faci step in, asked xiao ke ai to acc me to get some snacks. In the end that bloody marked us late. Fucking irritant. Second break, all started to say wanna partial. Was hesitating la. If it wasn't boyf and sam came to find me, i would've partial-ed with the 4 of them. And get a tattoo done man. Okay, presentation was super slack, with 3 min presentation and activities, was given an A, but she effing marked us late. Bitch. Okay, then, went to meet with W24E people. TRCC > CWP > Bought tix > Collected our 16 cups of free coke, damn wrong, made me like some idiot, jitao throw face only > caught Paranormal Activity 3, some parts were horrendous. But wasn't that bad though. Then all decided to go home. As expected. Slacked, did RJ, and went to meet Nigel & Cyrus at AMK. Mac > Virtual land(had fun playing the most childish game!) > Slack (Monopoly deal) > Braddell > Meet weiliang & Sharlotte > Home.

Boyf, the girls, the guys, dote on me alot :)
Maybe gonna put tattoo next week, temptation much. And Madeline said they would acc me if i want:)
Roy is an awesome brother! (Y)
Soul tomorrow? Should? Shouldn't? Hmmmm.......

Behind every story, there's a sad past.

A broken pencil = pointless.

2011-10-20T22:09:00.002+08:00

Happy 18th birthday dear Madeline, i hope you liked that small surprise today! ♥♥♥

I'm starting to love my current class.

Going to watch Paranormal Activity 3 with W24E tomorrow!

Planned to be going to 13 cells next sat with gyss clique.

And next Friday probably going chiong with this sem's girls!

Roadshow today with Younice Neo whom looks like a stewardess!♥

당신이 나를지지하고 나를 다시 되돌려 놓으

It's reality, i miss your presence.

2011-10-20T00:13:00.004+08:00

Once the person has you, they stop doing the things it took to get you.

Went to school as usual today, boring. Surprisingly, Eugene board the same train as me & same cabin. He slept like a pig. Went to find boyf they all, walked to school. Bought milk tea, walao, don't know where that nice aunty whom used to help me make it sweeter went to ): All don't want help me. K, went to class, eat potato chips with RuiJia early in the morning. When we both had cough & sore throat. LOL. Okay, madeline joined our group. Ever first faci whom spoke hokkien to me, lol, he like got mood swing. Damn wrong. At around 10plus, left school together with madeline & winnie, first time talking to winnie. We had all kinds of stupid plans; like to go to USS at that moment. LOL. Trained home, KO otw. Reached home, KO. Damn long never nap in the afternoon alr. Went to meet up with limyang, down to some "ion" place, i forgot ah. To have sakae buffet, ate till super full. Came back, had him to help me get my RJ done & watched one episode of WGM, home-ed. Time to sleep.

No mood for anything now, my level of trust is just this high. Well, no commitment would be better, as i wouldn't care. Argh, whatever la.

Damn, still come bother me asking me if i really trust him -.- ZZZ.

Formal wear tomorrow, damn good, finally doing rs tmrw. Slack max.
Fri: Off day, Sakae Buffet again? w dexing, leongs, chuan. or PA3 with W24E & TRCC? or Chiong? Sigh, haven't make up my mind.
Sat: Off-day. Xiao long bao buffet.
Sun: Work 12-4pm > kakaboo. Wanna see them in finals! Lucks.

Silence does a better job, i think.

Jar of hearts. Who do you think you are? Going around collecting jars of hearts?

formspring.me

2011-10-18T08:47:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://www.formspring.me/CWJMx3

Nonchalent

2011-10-18T00:46:00.002+08:00

Life can give u 1000 reasons to cry, but you can give your life 1000 reasons to smile.

I'll try to make this Wednesday, my off day, a blast, and just freaking dump every shit aside. Feel like parteh-ing, what's more it's ladies night!

Wanna put a new tattoo badly man.

Siri's cool & tempting much!

Lifes goes on,

2011-10-17T10:46:00.002+08:00

This was taken in Guangzhou when they were having compy.

Natasha!

Our lab coat; Scientist(Y)

Natasha, Fitrah

Rui Jia :)

My xiao ke ai hug me leh <3

First formal wear in this new class.

Me, Natasha, Jia Li & Fitrah, Darren pon school.

This is stupid Eugene.

Madeline :)

I've been a good girl last week, attended whole week of school despite that i'm sick. Went to work. And i didn't drink at all. I feel so proud of myself man. Heh, exhausting to be studying and working almost everyday. Like after school, straight rush back, change and do RJ. Have my quick dinner with ly, i'm glad he was there to always help me get my dinner. Hehe. But i skipped two days of work cause i was plain lazy. Oh well. Tedious week finally came to friday. So happy though i got work, cause i've off on saturday yo! Haha, then went to work, together with michy, damn good, work upstairs together with her & darron. First time we together work upstairs sia. I love working upstairs (Y) Hehe, work ended, limyang & jiawei came to fetch me :) Went to slack and played magic tricks, homed. Its so funny to be seeing jiawei going crazy trying hard to decode our magic. Hehe.

Had great fun showing magic trick to my current class. (Y) Eugene was typically going crazy.

Saturday, off day! Went to catch Sorcerer and White Snake with Limyang. Super long since i last watched movie eh! Omg, the movie super nice, but sad ending, i don't like! ): Then we ordered pizza hut for dinner & homed :)

Sunday, went to work at 1pm. Together with michy. There's this new chinese bartender guy, haha, damn good. Keep talking to each other. First time i ate together with so many people during break time, ah yong, dave, uncle yap, boo & roxy. Haha, work finally ended! Went down to bugis to find limyang, fred, rom, baldwin & zhiping at bugis. Lol, all waiting for me, felt damn wrong. Walked from bugis > park lane > the cathay > Plaza Sing. Then homed.

My bumper spoilt ): Its time to get a new bumper.

Hehe, Xiao ke ai so funny, "BAN-NA-NA".

Cont like this & you'll lose all your friends one day. LOL. Gossipers.

Today's lesson in lab. Heh, i like come to have fun only. broke like 3 rules. LOL. But don't care la. :) Faci never say anything. Hehe. wear the effing big lab coat, no break till 11.15, hungry ): Just now me and ruijia bet with eugene, super joke, i've a free drink for later :)

LOL. Damn wrong, felt damn disappointed, no longer what it used to be like.
Stupid Eugene damn GL.
Bye.

Life in RP.

2011-10-11T12:43:00.000+08:00

I miss this class, so long since i met up with them ):

Horrendous, saturday went to work at like 12.30pm, was duper tired. I swear, dragged myself of bed. Thanks ly for sending me to work :D Hehe, i reached there without eating, they asked me to go grab a bite, after standing outside mac, i was hesitating cause of the queue -.- decided to go back instead. But, 15 mins of free time cause i was hungry. Hehe. Then damn suck, got rugby match, super crowded. Tiring max. Took a small break to eat only. Then continued to work. Crowd was all the way there till like 5pm. Took a small break. Continued with work. Feels good to be senior. Yup. Went up to help Darren till i knocked off. Upstairs the best, with Darren, he damn nice, i swear. Cream of tomato soup damn nice, fruit tarts also nice! Went down, helped out a little & knocked off. Drank and when i was about to head to AMK to meet them whom waited for me for 10hours. But last minute, decided to head down to clarke quay to find weiloon kor. Haha, weiloon, zhuoyang & one more guy specially came to escort me :D Down to rebel, got our chop, went to get high a little. Horrendous, super packed -.- Then, went to spanish bar to drink. Drink like super lots, vodka, jager bomb, beer, etc. Went back rebel, danced. Then it closed, headed to spanish bar, continued drinking with all the high people. Yup, went to meet beautiful stranger. Thanks! And homed, straight KO.

Took off, cause waileong leaving :D Overslept, supposed to meet deng at 4pm, in the end phone was like silent all the while, so woke up only at 4pm. Phone dying, without charger, luckily dear cheryl had spare :) Went to get, charged a little whilst preparing & headed to meet deng. Down to town, cold stone creamery! (Y) Dexing & Waileong finally came, roamed around town as wai leong wanted to get his "winter" wear. LOL. Funny max at uniqlo i swear. Then, down to bugis, went for steamboat, dexing jitao is spam beef lor! But i somehow also spam beef all the way (Y) Fattening max. Best. Then, bused down to tpy, trained down to amk. Then homed.

Monday, woke up sibei early to go school. Thanks ly for sending me to station (Y) Trained down with joanne. Then, met up with boyf they all and went to school. Argh, the blk sibei far can. Horrendous science. What's epithelial. Irritating max. And the faci super naggy. Bth max, and he extended lessons. After that, rushed down to amk. Hehe, ly helped me to buy dinner. Fantastic dinner. Then quickly got my RJ done, ever first worst RJ i swear. Chimology. Was already late for work. Reached there and started work like at 7pm. LOL. Quite slack sia. Persuaded jeffery to allow me to go off at 1030. Tired max. Damn good. Dave cooked fries for me, jeff made a drink for me. Then, headed home :)

Now, im currently in school. Feeling really terrible. With like flu, sore throat, headache and i guess slight fever. Just kill me please. -.- Financial Accounting, otherwise i wouldn't come to school. First break went down with Ah beng to smoke cum buy take away, didn't do worksheet at all -.- Then, second break at 1050, earliest break ever (Y) Roamed around school and stuffs. After that, i'm back in class. Ah, the butch besides me sibei cute i swear! (Y)

Gonna give work a miss. To exhausted & sick.

Good luck for your compy later! (Y)

And, i should simply abandon my facebook -.- Changed my dp to joanne's...............

Feeling going to eat at "dine in the dark" like cool only.

And i just realised Darren's effing rich, and he treats his girlfriend damn well. But at the same time, i felt that it was kind of silly to be doing so much for his girlfriend. LOL.

Kk, im done with my part of ppt. Guess im going to smoke alr.

Guangzhou Trip

2011-10-08T02:14:00.001+08:00

Apologies for not blogging for so long. Could barely remember what happened.

Okay, Thursday i just arrived Sg. Left without telling much people, wanted a break. Thanks ly for making the trip possible :D Left for Sg on Sat morning, 6am flight.

Okay, went to airport with ly. Met up with Fred, Baldwin, Romolus & ZhiPing took plane. Rom took out his chinese love letter and read out, funny max. Arrived guangzhou, at around 10plus, walk damn long. The taxi drivers super irritating, damn scam. I swear. Luckily we smart enough. Okay, then we headed to hotel, placed our things. Went to get food then all KO-ed. Went to settle some of their compy stuffs. I was their "manager". Went to some restaurant for a nice dinner. Drank at night.

2nd day; couldn't remember, but i think it was beijing lu we went to. And had dinner at restaurant again. Drink also. The weather there was super cold. Colder than Sg's rainy weather! Watched one episode of WGM with Fred, and i was super addicted to it, i swear.

3rd day; woke up sibei early cause they had compy. Couldn't believe that i was interested in LOL. Lol, i can't believe i was motivating instead. LOL. K, then went to get our awesome dinner which i can't remember where, but definitely some restaurant. Rom, Fred, Ly & I drank, whereas Baldwin and Zp drank plain water. LOL. But Fred ko-ed before me. Played up-down, fucking suay i swear. I drank till i KO. Lol, but after like 1h plus i woke up and went to disturb, i swear Ly and Rom was super joke. Seriously laughed my ass-offs, with all those videos. Joke max. Didn't sleep after that, went to Beijing lu with Ly, baldwin and Zp. Had mac, then went around finding cake shop. For like hours. Then, gave Fred a surprise :) We then headed down to have dim sum and all went back to KO. And had mac for dinner cause we all woke up too late. Then, went back for WGM with Ly & Fred. Ko-ed.

5th day; We all woke up early to head to amusement park. Wow, sat all the best rides, frisbee, etc with Ly, Fred & Baldwin. Tallest roller coaster in the world sat with Fred, was super awesome, wasn't as bad as we thought.. Sense of achievement i swear. Anw, thanks ly for taking the rides cause of me. Seriously, go take a look at guangzhou's amusement park! I sat all the best rides & i loved it! hehe. After that, we went for circus, then went back hotel. Went for dinner at beijing lu, had dimsum, sibei full. Then roamed around with Ly and Fred. And back to hotel, 3 of us drank. Fucking suay again, with up-down, drank the most, binge drinking -.- Then ko-ed shortly. Woke up at 5am for WGM with Ly, whereas Fred was still asleep. 3 of us prepared and went over to find them. Then, we left for airport, ate and shopped, then KO in plane. Back in SG, went home~ Missed TPY.

Though i skipped school for two days and went to school only today. I met up with dear kityu to school. Miss her man D: Then, went up with sam, xintong & michelle. Aww, missed all of them. Hehe, so happy to see them. I was early for class for the first time -.- New class, wasn't that bad, with Michelle, Rui Jia & Natasha, first time free seating, doing so much for my team, nice faci, early dismissal. Damn good. Break with all the W24E people damn nice, ah beng, boyf, eugene, kityu and all. Damn nicee. Saw kor, and smoked with xuanyou and the other guy. Damn funny. K, after school saw haibian, she str8 come hug me, damn sweet. Hehe, then cabbed to woodlands station as it was raining heavily with joanne, dian and sam. Trained back with joanne. Met up with ly, did RJ. Then, rushed for work. Uncle treat me damn good. But bad day, fuck lady boss. K, as usual, drank before i left. And end work earlier. Met up with ly, then went to find jiawei, bryan and yq. Then homed~~

I love school for the ever first time, thanks to W24E! I've changed a lot a lot.

Full shift tmrw.

I wanna go korea with all of them; Ly, Rom, Fred, Baldwin! Hopefully possible.

Shall drink martell now~

Tmrw maybe going chiong at PH with kor ^^V

lovely w24e

2011-10-08T01:50:00.000+08:00

That's Eugene :D

KitYu <3

My dear boyf<3

Ah beng, Jon & Eugene at the back.

Jieyi c:

Lovely sharon & boyf. Boyf say my leg like africian kid leg ):

Went for W24E's chalet on 26-28. Coincidentally ly's chalet was at the same place, same date. LOL.

Monday, went down to NSRCC with limyang. Then went to meet up with W24E in our house :D Hehe. Started gambling and drinking shortly. I think i potential drinker and alcoholic man. Super many gamblers, joanne, jojo, sharon, abel, eugene. They started bbq-ing shortly. #likeaboss at there, they at there bbq-ing, i just sit down watch, smoke. Hehe. Managed to eat a little hotdogs & prawns, they stopped bbq-ing. With intention to leave it for the following day. All of us then played blind mice together, really awesome & far. But injured my leg in the midst, they kept forcing to wash my injury when i was afraid of pain ): Heh, i love my boyf, she helped me to wash <3 But real fun with blind mice, epic fail when we 5 became the blind mice, i keep kana hit with no idea where i was and who was it. But oh well, gotta be ah beng for seeking revenge when i kept hitting him. Third round was joanne they all, haha, joanne kana hit. Team mates hit each other. Damn funny. After that, we continued gambling; mahjong, daidi, ban luk. Damn good. Had to stay up the whole night, beds were occupied, sofa and everywhere. With that little bit of food, i was feeling hungry alr, so got limyang to help me peng food from his chalet :) Stingray and stuffs, damn nice. Thanks ly kun :D After that gamble. Laid on bed at 7plus, with joanne, abel and boyf. Then, we 4 failed to fall asleep, ended up ordering mac. After big breakfast, i went to KO alr which was around 10plus. At around 1plus, joanne jio me go bowling with them. In the end house was empty, i dare not sleep in the room alone, called eugene over. Then, ko till like 4pm. Started with gambling and bbq-ing. Awesome food, stingray and stuffs. But damn sian upon knowing next sem's class, all the unknowns. I wonder how am i gonna survive man? GG. Then, kana interrogate by jon & ah beng. LOLOL.

Lol. then played indian poker in the night with all of them, ghost stories. Slowly, some KO-ed. Played mahjong with jon, abel, joanne. Then shawn took over her. Fucking suay drank neat with eugene. Then, played 5-10 with eugene and shawn, drank super lot. Seh, went to smoke with ly, went back all KO-ed alr. So, went to find ly. Went over to his chalet. Amazingly, saw someone there whom i knew. Amazing, small world. Then, 7plus, too tired alr, cabbed back with ly. KO-ed all the way.

Okay, late post cause barely had time for it.

But i swear it was the most awesome chalet. With all the gambling, drinking, blind mice, united class, cleaniest, biggest chalet. K, i miss that chalet. I swear, i love W24E, MY BOYF & JOANNE.

Lesson in life

2011-09-30T07:23:00.003+08:00

Lesson in life:
A wise man sat in the audience and cracked a joke.

Everyone laughs crazily.

After a moment, he cracked the same joke again.

This time, less people laughed.

He cracked the same joke over and over again.

When there is no laughter in the crowd,

He laughed and said;

You can't laugh at the same joke over and over again.

But why do you keep crying over the same thing over and over again?

Apologizing:

Does not mean you are wrong and the other party is right.

It just means you value the friendship more than your ego.

Bye, going MIA tmrw. Gonna skip first two days of school. Bye sg :D

A real boyfriend.

2011-09-25T19:06:00.004+08:00

Just read this, it will make a difference. If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth -Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you -Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough -Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet -Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you -Give her your attention

When she pulls away -Pull her back

When you see her at her worst -Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying -Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking -Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared -Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie -Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you -Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time -Reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt -Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you -she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands -Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you -Bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret -Keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes -dont look away until she does

When she says it's over -she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin -she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is: "Whose ass am i kicking,BABY?"

-when she tickle u Hold her hand

Just kill me.

2011-09-25T06:37:00.002+08:00

Thank you for this bed of balloons. :) Lost of words, except for that two words.

My existence brings nothing, except hurt to people around me. Just kill me please. Whatever i do, never goes right. I guess, i should just run away, to somewhere where none of you can find me. This way, there wouldn't be any sadness caused by me.

No longer that me, whom used to fuck care everything and just go ahead doing with whatever i wanted to, now, i've to think. Consider the feelings of others and what are the possible outcomes. Afraid to bring hurt to anyone, afraid i don't meet expectations. K.

Thank you & sorry.

Yesterday went to took weight. I lost 3kg! 48.6kg alr. Come on, hit my target of 45kg man!

2011-09-24T02:38:00.001+08:00

Seriously, just effing screw my GPA. All thanks to comms & daily grade i guess. Fuck la. And for this effing UT3 no A at all. _|_ Much disappointment. Not even hit my target of 3. Enough said. Bye.

2011-09-23T03:54:00.001+08:00

Today went to bar work. Was super sleepy and tired, thanks to someone. Bumped into jie yun on train. Damn good, mich waited for me at raffles. On train, jeffrey called. Think he scared we together bua stunt. Haha, everytime got me, confirm on the dot one, won't be early. heheh ^^ Damn long no work together with her. At around 7plus, went up to help darren. Quite slack, kindda boring. Darren would allow me to use phone, but dangerous people keep popping up for no reason. LOL. Then make it damn inconvenient to use. Ate during work time, drank white & red wine too. K, then 10plus went down to work together with mich. Knocked off together. Kept disturbing la, say bye dont know how many times but haven't zao. HAHA. went up to change and smoke and left. Bumped into hairong. Took same train with me. Hehe, he say my english good & say i slimed down. Damn good seriously.

K. lazy to blog alr. Working at FLC tmrw. HEHEH.

Cont watching "Lives of Omission"

Clique chalet.

2011-09-22T03:32:00.002+08:00

Yup, finally back from chalet. Okay mich came to find me on the very 1st day. We headed there. That long journey, did catching up with her. Haha. So long since we last chat so much.Go chalet with intention to sleep. In the end she dont let me sleep ): Cam-whored. Yuling came. Limyang and co. came. And lastly the whole big group with the food. Machiam fasting at chalet. They came at like 8plus can! Was damn pissed, but subsequently no longer alr. Bbq-ed. Then went up chalet to like slack, monopoly deal, drink. Drank with ly, felix, matt, yk and justin. Played up down. Drank quite a bit, still got one glass, is neat. Gross max. Binge drink. Didn't sleep till like 12plus in the afternoon. Then 1plus they make super lots of noise to wake everyone up when i just fell asleep ): Gave up at 2plus, jitao wake up. Then guys went for lan. Chopped one bed, ko till 6plus. Had my mac. Then went down bbq. After bbq, we went up, gambled awhile, no win no lose. LOL. Then, headed to red house, every single of us. There was this nice group of SP guys. 6 of the guys went in red house, decided give it a miss since i went before alr. But damn seldom they so united, felt like going la. Like seriously. After that, went to mango swamp with the group of SP guys. Damn dark inside. Still had to go down the tower ALONE. lol. After that, went back chalet drink with ly & felix. Damn suay la, up down -.- Damn seh, 3 of us drink damn fast. LOL. Then went back ko for 3 hours. Checked out. Sold our www tickets. Bus-ed back to tpy. Went to makan with tpy group & yuling, chicken rice. Reach home str8 ko.

And i learned a little guitar! :D Want to learn much, even willing to cut my nails for it man.

Work tomorrow. Can't imagine next week's chalet. NSRCC. Damn good, one whole month never see W24E people. LOL. And sibei qiao. Ly's chalet same day, same place. -.- LOLOL.

Drunkards speak unspoken words, revealing secrets.

Freedom damn good i guess.

formspring.me

2011-09-21T23:49:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/CWJMx3

You're being a bitch,

2011-09-18T03:44:00.002+08:00

Ah, yes, at this hour, 3.36am, i just took my shower. And i'm so gonna catch my drama.

Okay, today i was pretty reluctant to go out. Really, but when wai leong called to say that they were heading down to town, with the thought that it's been so long since i went out with them. I decided get myself off the bed. Prepared, met up with penghong, bet soccer. Then went to meet dexing and wai leong. Roamed around ion. DengChuan came, in the midst of roaming. In the end became tourists, from ion we led some foreigners to taka. With the intention of going to H&M, looking at the queue was a total turn off. Headed down to "Cold stone". Had our marvelous ice cream, which we waited for quite a while, but worth it. Then, headed down to some lan shop at like near "Neverland". They played dragon nest whereas me and dengchuan decided to chat. Off to plaza sing. Then, headed down to jalan besar for dim sum. The xiao long bao was fantastic, carrot cake, har gow & pan-fried dumplings. Temptation much. After that, walked back to tpy, though was a long journey. But, i believed we all enjoyed ourselves with the chinese game along our way to tpy, and the forfeits. Hehe.

A day out with 3 idiots.

Ankle hurting badly, ya, i want your concern, badly.

Work tomorrow with an injured ankle. Fuck.

Okay, off to watch "Love you" After a stick. getting pissed.

Love you now,

2011-09-17T05:01:00.001+08:00

Just finished mj-ing with tjoa and changwei. Much hesitation of whether to play. Was damn lazy to get out of bed. Tsk. Lazy to even get my pack. Haha. First time i so lazy i guess. Thank god, mum helped me to cover my losses.

Injured my left ankle, got blue black. Damn pain leh. Swollen some more. ):

Spent my thursday midnight drinking, after bar, headed down to kenzo. Thanks for the surprise! (Y) As usual, that's you. HAHA.

Okay, this tedious working week is coming to an end. It's saturday, and i'm off. I've no plans for later yet. Probably staying at home to chase my drama "Love you". Hehe. Becoming a lazy women already. Gosh. That's so not carmen.

For the whole week, i've been working. Only 2 days off, which was thursday and today. I think i damn chiong can. Thursday had full shift and during my 3h break, i rushed to AMK to do roadshow. Saw ah lian somemore. Hahah, damn funny, shouted for ahlian, and also disturb her a little:) Miss those basketball moments when we both were shooters. HAHA.

Today was tough at work, with my injured an ankle. And packed bar. Tiring max, at 10plus, finally they played songs that were nice, like seriously. Instead of those boring mexician songs. Haha, then rushed home to camp at home. Ohya, i still went to work earlier, to meet up with sweetyhearty, she waited for me. Hehe. So long since i seen her.

Sunday working night shift at bar.

Next week seems to be a pretty busy week alr. Monday to Wednesday chalet. And i forgot i'm going out with who alr. Ohwell, they'll remind me :) Shall not chiong work alr. With the two chalets ahead. Omg, looking forward to it. Haha. I believe it'll be awesome. Never went with the 2 groups of chalet people for the whole month man.

And for the freaking first time, i used skype with sio fong, jiawei & limyang yesterday. Skype's actually quite a nice thing. Yup.

Okay, sunday have to start packing already.

Bye, off to watch love you.

如果我不去拿不属于我的东西，别人就不会被伤害; new principle in life for me.

2011-09-16T02:54:00.002+08:00

This monday's chalet i'm gonna make people drunk. :)
Muahahaha. ^^V

Alcoholic

2011-09-14T01:05:00.001+08:00

Muahahaha, just drank two shots. If i'm drunk right now, i'm not carmen wong. Okay, full shift tomorrow, which means that i've to wake up early, so, whilst waiting for hair to dry i shall do a little update and watch "Love You".

Okay, today i woke up at like 1plus. Prepared, and went off to AMK. Bumped into dexing in the midst. Met up with changwei for a stick. Then, met up with younice for RS. Ate subway, after like super long, nice. FLC's no longer like home alr. After minghao, shawn and yad left ): Okay, got some problems crop up. Cant communicate well with emily and co. Sucks ttm. Okay, rushed to bar. Glad i wasn't late. Work was tedious, with the arrogant regular. Sucks. Idiot, make me get so messed up with all the different type of vodka, i can't possibly remember what each of them are drinking. LOL. Ah boon is nice! :D Then, knocked off. Went up to get two shots. Darren's damn nice. Barardi with coke and the other with tonic. With tonic wasn't that bad :) And headed home. Went to purposely check some stuffs for someone. Haha, but i wasn't drunk, if i was, i wouldn't be carmen wong. K, shall end here.

Full shift tomorrow at bar, in the midst of break, shall work rs.

Shall start with tumblr soon.

Love you now.

Screwed up

2011-09-13T02:18:00.001+08:00

Days since i last blogged huh? Shall do a little update right now.

Will just do a pretty brief update, i still wanna continue with my show. Yups, today woke up like around 1plus, then went to bishan to meet younice. Headed down to nex, got my phone changed. The girl was damn nice, helped me change screen protector and stuffs. Great service. We roamed around nex. She took me to one effing big round to walk to pasar malam, in the end, there wasn't any. Wanted to kill her can. She bought herbal tea for me, my favorite one some more. But, it's because she felt guilty, as she couldn't work, therefore we didn't do rs. LOL. Okay, after that, headed home to like sync my contacts and stuffs, watched a little of "love you". Headed off to work then. Alone, i trained down to raffles place, so long since i've gone there. Yeap, i think it's the first time that i wasn't on time, but slightly early. Hehe, Usually nice people; jeffery and ah yong, a pity dave wasn't around. As usual, they would ask if i'm attached, LOL. Okay got to know a new girl called "Fiona". We seem to be of the same blood, that we could really get along well, with so much of talking, same people whom we dislike. And that we're both alcoholics and smokers! She damn steady can, brought a glass of peach margarita for me, damn nice, really nice to drink. I believe we'll go and drink together some days! Funny max, really awesome with her around. Chinese vs philipinos. I guess chinese are gonna win. I don't have to listen to alien language that much. Hehe, okay, quite slack though. Just a little aches here and there. Okay, work ended, with not much of expectations, i just left. Yeah, kind of disappointed though, nope, wasn't disappointed as there wasn't any expectations. But that, just felt kind of down. Yup, oh well.. Doesn't matter. Mid-autumn's over. Ever first mid-autumn which i didn't celebrate, that i wanted to celebrate with you, but it became the worst mid-autumn. K, reached home, mum cooked fries & i had yoghurt, yakult & also mooncake for supper. Yup, then for now, i shall just enjoy my show with my phone far away from me.

Practically for this week, whole week bar, except thursday & saturday. Tomorrow doing rs then night shift at bar. Really seem as if i'm chionging like a full timer, i'm afraid of being exhausted, but i guess it'll be worthwhile to not have to think. Yup. Next week chalet, next next week chalet, shall just effing enjoy that two weeks definitely.

I love hard liquor max, martell, chivas, ah, whatever, bring it on man. I wanna go "chiong" every single weekend. :)

Kthxbye.

2011-09-10T17:53:00.004+08:00

This is killing me badly. STFU.
No next time.
The end of fairy tales.